Still Haven't Started & Still Not Pregnant

I swear I don't know what is up with me. I still haven't started my period and I took another test and I'm still not pregnant. I wish I would hurry up and start so we could start trying again. I'm almost a week late which is so ridiculous. I don't think Alisann has started yet either. I'll have to ask her later today. I will post more when I find something else out. I will say I'm getting pretty impatient.

Funny Story

Last night I was on the phone with my sister Alisann. Her and her husband Justin are also trying to have a baby. I asked her if she had started yet and she said no but that she took another test and it was negative. I told her that I had not started yet either but this was not uncommon considering how screwed up my periods can be. Her husband was listening to the conversation and he asks if Jason and I were having trouble also. Alisann and I both just laughed because neither one of us really qualify for being in the trouble category. Especially since this was only the first month that Jason and I even started trying and it's only the second month for Alisann and Justin. It was just funny coming from Justin. I guess you kind of had to be there. Anyway I'm still waiting to start. I wish it would hurry up and get here so we could start trying again. It seems like everyone around me is having babies and it is making me really anxious to have another one. It looks like if Alisann and I both start in the next day or so and we both get pregnant this month then we will both be due at the same time. Kind of scary considering we both need each other to be in the room for the other. Maybe we could share rooms. Although knowing Alisann and I track record with each other there is a good chance of us trying to kill each other under those tense circumstances. The last time I was pregnant I kept saying I didn't care who was in the room and that it wouldn't bother me at all. Well the closer I got to labor and Delivering the more I didn't want people in the room. When the nurse told me I was at 10 centimeters and it was time to push I got really overwhelmed and I didn't want anyone in the room. I started throwing up and shaking which made everything a lot more stressful. I only wanted Alisann and Jason in the room at first. when things started to calm down and I was getting exhausted from pushing I started to not care as much. I had my sisters Becky and Alisann and my Mom in the room and of course Jason. Everyone else waited out in the hall until I delivered Christian. Hopefully thing go a little more smoothly with my next one and I won't care who is in the room.

Another Negative

I took another pregnancy test yesterday. This one was a digital one. I have never used a digital one before. This one also came back negative. I am almost positive that I'm not pregnant now because I think it would have definitely shown up by now. I'm actually supposed to start today. I guess we will just keep on trying. I really hope it happens next month that way I will have plenty of time to recover before next summer. I also won't feel so stressed getting back to work before the busy season in the spring hits. I'm still trying to think of a creative way to tell our parents without it being a big ordeal.

Negative Again

I took another test this morning and it came back negative again. It still is a little early to find out because I'm not actually supposed to start until Monday but thought that we should be able to tell by now. I'm thinking I'm probably not pregnant since I've gotten 2 negatives. I guess we will have to try again next month. I swear I have all the symptoms of being pregnant. I've been irritable, I've been unusually tired, and I've even felt a little light headed at times. The one thing that has really had me thinking that I was is that in the mornings I have been feeling sick if I don't eat something and I felt like that a lot with Christian. Normally I don't eat breakfast but when I was pregnant with Christian I had to eat as soon as I got up or else I would get sick. I haven't been feeling quite as severe as I was with Christian but definitely a lot like it. Oh well I guess their is still a chance but I doubt it. I really hope we do get pregnant this next month though otherwise it is going to fall with my busy season. I really didn't want to have to come back to work right away like I did with Christian. I guess we will just have to wait and see.

Negative (So Far)

I took a test this morning and it came out negative. It was really early to take the test. I will try again probably on Saturday or Sunday. Hopefully it will show up positive then. When I took a test with Christian the first time it was negative also. I took it 4 days before I was supposed to start and this time is 5 days before I was supposed to start. I am just getting anxious to see if I am pregnant. Jason was asking me last night if I thought it was a boy or a girl. I was like I have no idea because I don't even know if I'm pregnant yet. I think he is getting a little anxious also.

Waiting

We should find out in a week maybe a little sooner if I am pregnant. So far I don't really feel pregnant yet. There has been a few things that haven't sounded good to eat and I have been feeling tired lately but that could all just be in my head or could be caused by something else. Jason keeps saying that he has a good feeling about this time. I go back and forth. It took us three months to get pregnant with Christian so I kind of just assume that it will take that long again but you never know. I am getting anxious to find out. The earliest I can take a test will be tomorrow but it would be really early to tell. I might take one in the morning just for the heck of it. I've been trying to come up with a clever way to tell our parents. I hate making a big deal about things that have to do with me or making some announcement so I'm trying to think of something that would make it special for them but not have to be to big of a deal for me. I really would like to think of a clever way to tell Jason. I'm just horrible at thinking of surprises like this. Jason is so much better than me at this stuff. I probably need to decide on something soon just in case I am pregnant now.

Starting To Try

I decided to have a separate blog for my pregnancy so I could keep track of things easier with them being all together in one place. Then I can print off a book just about my pregnancy. When I was pregnant with Christian I bought a journal to keep track of things and I never remembered to write in it. Since I love blogging and I remember to get on here and blog I thought this would be a much better way of documenting all the "wonderful" changes that take place during pregnancy. We started trying to have another baby last Saturday. I'm a little nervous of the thought of having two kids but I'm also very excited. I'm definitely not looking forward to that first trimester though. When I was pregnant with christian I felt really nauseated in the evenings. I'm also not looking forward to all the swelling. Last time I was so swollen that you could make imprints of your hands in my legs. A few of the things I am looking forward to is hearing the baby's heartbeat, feeling the baby kick, and getting maternity pictures taken. I never got maternity pictures taken with Christian because Jason wouldn't go with me and I felt stupid going by myself. This time Christian can go with me and my sister will be taking the pictures so I won't feel stupid at all if Jason doesn't want to go. He has already told me that he is not doing them but maybe he will change his mind. Well we should find out by the end of May if I am pregnant. Until then we will keep on trying.