Started Again

I started again yesterday, so I am definitely going with my plan this month to not really try but whatever happens happens. I guess we will have to just wait and see next month. This blog has been a good way to keep track of when I starting and stopping which is nice in case I need to end up going to the doctor. I think we'll try this no pressure thing for a couple of months and then go back to the whole trying thing after that and if it still doesn't happen then I think I will give my doctor a call and see what the next step should be.

Giving Up

I have decided to give up on the whole 'trying' thing. We have been trying for three months now and have had no luck. Everyone else around us seems to not be having any trouble at all, so I have decided to give up on the whole trying thing and we will just see what happens. I guess there is a slight chance that I could still be pregnant this month but I seriously doubt it. I took a pregnancy test on Monday morning and on Thursday morning and they both were negative. I was supposed to start yesterday but I haven't yet. I really didn't want to have a baby in May because of how busy I am at work and I would really prefer not to have one in the summer time either because I think it would be really hard to do much boating then. I will say that I used to always say I would never have a baby in November or December because of how busy work is with the holidays and I ended up having Christian on November 10, 2007 and everything worked out just fine. No matter when the baby is due I will just be happy and excited to be pregnant and to be having another baby. We are going to try and just see what happens in the next couple of months without trying so hard all the time.