Starting To Think About Baby P #4

Lately I haven't been able to help myself from thinking about Baby P #4. I know we won't start trying until at least July. This is because of me wanting to have the option for a V-Back. I am in such turmoil over when we really should start trying again. I don't want to wait too long and then it take us forever like it did with Jax, but I am also nervous of having three too close together. Ideally it would be nice if Jax and Baby # 4 could be 3 1/2 to 4 years apart in age. That would make Lucas and baby #4 21/2 to 3 years apart in age. I am just enjoying my boys so much right now and I am afraid that adding a fourth would make things so hard for me to enjoy each of their stages. I also want to be able to have plenty of time to enjoy every stage of Baby #4 since that one could be my last and their is more of a chance that it will be than that it won't be. I am kind of leaning towards trying this fall maybe no later than December for sure. I do think regardless we probably won't try to prevent anything starting in July and whatever happens happens. Lucas is at a hard stage right now. I think 1-2 is the hardest time and really 15-18 months is the worst! I really need to get through that with Lucas before going through my first trimester of morning sickness. It would also be nice to be in our house for a year before getting pregnant, just so we could be completely settled! I know one thing for sure also though and that is I have got to get my photobooks and blogs caught up before getting pregnant again. I am getting way too far behind!